VACATIONS!!

             

                                                                                      ...Finally.

Feels kinda weird not having to work on my academic papers, anyways now i can freely write.

All the time I've thought of vacations as some free time I can spend on anything I feel like doing, doesnt even matter if its something completely stupid and useless, but thinking it clearly, it's free time to do what we like the most. In my case: writing, singing, painting and now also dancing. So welcome dear vacations and make yourself home, I've been waiting and I wont waste you, I'll make the waiting worth it, I'll enjoy doing all I love.

"No one is telling me the speed i should be travelling, so watch me take the lead."

Final's Season

Sounds like fantasy.

It's like talking with no words

Like singing with no voice

Like writing with no letters

Like painting with no colors

Like flying with no wings

Like loving with no heart

That's how dancing feels for me

You can go away from the world with just some movements

Feel hundreds of emotions

Free your soul and body

Show and express what you have locked up in there.

Its simply AMAZING.



I found a sentence.

You. Me. It just wouldnt sound right together in the same sentence. But YOU make ME smile. And that's a sentence in which those words totally fit. There's not even need to try hard, you just do it. :)

Could I ever win in the end?

Lonely. Isn't exactly the word to describe what i'm feeling, but it is the closer to describe it.

Love. Isn't exactly what my heart is missing, but we could use that word until i find the exact one.

I learnt that who doesnt take risks, never wins. But I'm not sure if my wishes of winning this time

are bigger than my fears of losing. I wouldn't only lose the chance, I would lose much more.

I'm scared, I'm doubtful, I'm fearful... but I'm also curious...

I could jump to the pool, run away of everything or just close the doors to love until a new season comes.

Prospice by Robert Browning

"Fear death? To feel the fog in my throat,

The mist in my face?...

...For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave."

If I was like Kant thought humans were...

...This would be the debate inside me

Reason: Wake up, open the book, read, memorize, understand. That's what you should do and what you are suppoused to do.

Passion: Close that shit. Turn up the volume. Stand up and do what you really feel like doing. Dance, bounce, jump, you know you want to.

Reason: You! insult for human race! Put your feet on earth. Sit down, let's try this one more time: FOCUS.

Passion: No no she's not being an insult for human race because of following me, she's just being herself, following a part of her nature, a part that is as relevant as you little squared reason. Why don't you stop trying to rule over me? don't you understand she can't always keep it your way?

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