Friday, September 18, 2009

Just thinking...

I am defitely looking for something
Something that may not be looking to be found by me.
I am even starting to think that maybe
its better to get a broken heart
than not getting nothing
It's not that i cant live without love
i mean i cant, i need my family, my friends
but i can live without the couple love

Something i cant live without is the ilusion and the happiness that that kind of love when its emerging gives in your life

i have been wrong so many times
i have got over ilusioned
i have gone so fast
a n d t h e n s o s l o w

i once thought i met the right guy
but then i realized i thought he was the right one for the wrong reasons
i may be tired
but somehow i dont wanna be out of the game
i wanna keep trying
even if it hurts to death

Maybe feeling heart pain is a way to feel alive
to feel stronger when you heal
and to learn to somehow never give up.

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"The only thing worst than not knowing is you thinking that I don't know"