Lonely. Isn't exactly the word to describe what i'm feeling, but it is the closer to describe it.
Love. Isn't exactly what my heart is missing, but we could use that word until i find the exact one.
I learnt that who doesnt take risks, never wins. But I'm not sure if my wishes of winning this time
are bigger than my fears of losing. I wouldn't only lose the chance, I would lose much more.
I'm scared, I'm doubtful, I'm fearful... but I'm also curious...
I could jump to the pool, run away of everything or just close the doors to love until a new season comes.