De vuelta

Sera que de pronto me volvio esa necesidad de hablar con alguien cuando no tenia a nadie cerca. Y sera que luego de mucho tiempo decidi quedarme hasta muy tarde despierta, ignorando completamente que manana tengo mil cosas que hacer. Sera que cuando uno va creciendo sacrifica demasiado lo que a uno le gustaba hacer, toma menos riesgos, se obliga a ser mas responsable, etc, etc, etc.

No quiero dejar de ser aquella persona que viene a mi mente cuando pienso en quien soy. No quiero que dentro de algun tiempo me mire al espejo, me ponga a pensar en mi vida, me arrepienta de mil cosas, sienta que no ha valido para nada la pena y que hay mil cosas que aun no llegue a hacer.

Quiero vivir, no quiero resignarme; quiero sentir, no quiero esconderme.

VACATIONS!!

             

                                                                                      ...Finally.

Feels kinda weird not having to work on my academic papers, anyways now i can freely write.

All the time I've thought of vacations as some free time I can spend on anything I feel like doing, doesnt even matter if its something completely stupid and useless, but thinking it clearly, it's free time to do what we like the most. In my case: writing, singing, painting and now also dancing. So welcome dear vacations and make yourself home, I've been waiting and I wont waste you, I'll make the waiting worth it, I'll enjoy doing all I love.

"No one is telling me the speed i should be travelling, so watch me take the lead."

Final's Season

Sounds like fantasy.

It's like talking with no words

Like singing with no voice

Like writing with no letters

Like painting with no colors

Like flying with no wings

Like loving with no heart

That's how dancing feels for me

You can go away from the world with just some movements

Feel hundreds of emotions

Free your soul and body

Show and express what you have locked up in there.

Its simply AMAZING.



I found a sentence.

You. Me. It just wouldnt sound right together in the same sentence. But YOU make ME smile. And that's a sentence in which those words totally fit. There's not even need to try hard, you just do it. :)

Could I ever win in the end?

Lonely. Isn't exactly the word to describe what i'm feeling, but it is the closer to describe it.

Love. Isn't exactly what my heart is missing, but we could use that word until i find the exact one.

I learnt that who doesnt take risks, never wins. But I'm not sure if my wishes of winning this time

are bigger than my fears of losing. I wouldn't only lose the chance, I would lose much more.

I'm scared, I'm doubtful, I'm fearful... but I'm also curious...

I could jump to the pool, run away of everything or just close the doors to love until a new season comes.

Prospice by Robert Browning

"Fear death? To feel the fog in my throat,

The mist in my face?...

...For sudden the worst turns the best to the brave."