It's true.

Your eyes, your voice, your smile, your heat, I can't be without them. Don't ever go away, because I already put my shields down and I need someone to protect me.

What's going on?

I dunno if you have notice, even though it's pretty easy to see, that my lasts post have been all about you, yeah you. And well I guess that means how important you are in my life. So I really can't be as if nothing happens, after you tell me you have something to tell me. Anxiety is killing me. Questions are all around me. I feel like I can't think in anything else! I just can't! I have millions of things to do, but I am still here, not moving, asking myself hundreds of questions, imagining what could be that thing that's a "weight in your chest". You mean so much, you do, and that's why, that's why I am feeling like this right now.

I am doing the best I can, I promise, but i still feel like this.

When two become one

Beyond our bodies, beyond what we could touch,

more than a impulse, more than attraction, more than just chemicals,

just more and beyond everything, everything.

Intimacy is such a little word now, its not enough.

Two becoming one, two heartbeats synchronized 

your breathing, my breathing, our breathing its one now, just one.

For first time in our life we realize something was missing in our selfs
Me. You. It's amazing how it seems that we fit perfectly in the other's arms.

For first time in our life we finally  get a clue of the complete meaning of love.

The perfect balance between pleasure and the deepness of emotions,

Between you and me, between our hearts and bodies. 

A balance in which you cannot separate it's two dimensions.

They are one, they have become one.

I'm complete now and it's all because of Love, your Love.

....

Touching Sky

I discovered how amazing human body is. 

I mean, our movement possibilities, 

our emerging energy every time we decide to reach some place, our senses that let us feel all those movements, that energy and the contact, anytime we let us just go with the music and dance to the beat. 

Feels warm, inside and out side. 

You can even feel the hundreds of connections that are inside your body, that take the sensation i am talking about everywhere, 

even to the most unexpected places. 

I think you even get a different view of life after you let go your body (and heart), that way

I guess it is cause you just opened to a complete new side of sensations and freedom that you have never experimented before

or maybe i am just a little too crazy

excuse me, a little too passionate i meant.

After this, I just found out a new meaning for the chorus of the song let go:

"so let go, just get in, oh, it's so amazing here,

 it's alright, 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown"  

Yeah i just ruin the deep meaning of the song, i know, it's just that the song was playing when i was writing this. Sorry again, it just made sense to me.


....

I finally found you, my missing puzzle piece

Warm, the dictionary says that warm is:

1. Somewhat hotter than temperate; having or producing a comfortable and agreeable degree of heat; moderately hot.

2. Having the natural heat of living beings.

3. Preserving or imparting heat.

4. Having or causing a sensation of unusually high body heat, as from exercise or hard work; overheated.

5. Marked by enthusiasm; ardent.

6. Characterized by liveliness, excitement, or disagreement; heated.

7. Marked by or revealing friendliness or sincerity; cordial.

8. Loving; passionate.

9. Excitable, impetuous, or quick to be aroused.

10. Close to discovering, guessing, or finding something, as in certain games.

It's true, its all of that, ALL. Being together, when we are so close or even just holding hands, it doesn't matter,is so warm. 

Vientos De Invierno

Tan solo quiero verte y cada vez mas.

Incluso a veces siento que es una necesidad.

Cuando de pronto te extranio y no hay manera de verte ya.

Quiero oir tu voz, quiero que me hagas reir,

especialmente cuando ando al borde del caos y no quiero ni sentir.

Te quiero, te quiero y cada vez mas.

No se como has logrado llegar a ese punto en el que no te quiero soltar.

Ojala con decir tan solo una palabra pudieras aparecer,

sin tardar ni un segundo, automaticamente quiero tenerte cerca otra vez.

Como esos vientos de invierno que ya se estan sintiendo,

quiero que vueles a mi lado, me rodees y me hagas sentir esas cosquillas por todo el cuerpo,

que me robes un suspiro, un beso, una risa, una sonrisa,

y no me dejes nunca en tiempos de pesadillas.

AWESOME FACE

When life gives you lemons, just put awesome face, laugh and

go on!